Writer/director Gillian Leahy with her dog Baxter

Dog Day, Every Day

Gillian Leahy’s Baxter and Me and the Essay Film

A nonfiction film on a pet may, on the surface, not seem like much, but Gillian Leahy’s portrait of her canine companion Baxter proves to be a riveting rumination on not just animal consciousness and the relationships between humans and creatures, but also political activism and personal hardship. As an example of the essay film, writes Adrian Martin, Baxter and Me masterfully interweaves an intimate story of self with one of society.

Dogs are certainly having their day in contemporary cinema. In the US, performance artist Laurie Anderson made Heart of a Dog (2015), a meditation on the grief she experienced over losing her beloved and talented canine, Lolabelle. In Switzerland, Jean-Luc Godard attached a small, digital camera to his exuberant dog, Roxy, for Goodbye to Language (2014), an experimental video essay in 3D. Australia weighs into this burgeoning body of work with Baxter and Me (2016), which offers no less than an entire autobiography recounted with reference to the many dogs – with names like Sandy Sox, Wombat, Ajax and Bibster – with whom writer/director Gillian Leahy has shared her life. Leahy even forfeits the star acting credit to this presence she lovingly refers to as a ‘beast’: Billy Baxter Budd, according him the due respect of his full title.

Baxter and Me begins with the familiar sights, sounds and textures of everyday life: a home verandah, sunlight reflected on the walls, somebody waking up. However, even the most ordinary, suburban routine shelters an element of mystery or magic. That element here is Baxter, sleeping peacefully alongside his ‘master’ like an intimate partner. Leahy asks plaintively, in voiceover: ‘What is going on here?’ The question is not only personal and particular, but also philosophical and universal. What is the basis for the relationship between human and animal? The film’s quietly lofty tone is introduced in the very first words of Leahy’s narration, with their intimations of the timeless realms of myth and fairytale: ‘Once upon a time, dogs came in from the woods and started to live with humans. They bargained away their freedom for food and shelter … ’

If we talk of animals as ‘pets’ and human as their ‘owners’ or ‘masters’, we have already sunk deep in the casual language of ideology, of social values. Are pets merely slaves, our servants? As we observe the mundane rituals that transpire between Leahy and Baxter – preparing his food, taking him for a walk – the filmmaker is led to ponder: ‘I sometimes wonder who’s the boss here.’ Like any family tie, this is a dynamic interaction that somehow finds its own shape and equilibrium. Yet, as we are constantly reminded over the course of the film, this equilibrium can so easily be shaken by the bad news of an accident or a death. Or, less dramatically, any number of ‘upsets’ that even the best-tamed creature can introduce into the so-called civilised order of humankind.

This animal, after all, has will, energy, tastes and distastes. Baxter sometimes likes to roam free, off the leash; he is also, as one of the best sequences of the film shows us, a ‘lover’ by nature. The pact between the human and animal realms is always bound to be an unstable, uneasy compromise between the constraining rules of the former and the instinctive wildness of the latter. This pact is also fundamentally unequal, an exercise of power: we, as humans, decide when our pets are to be castrated, sent away or ‘put down’, that terrible euphemism that Leahy dwells on during one especially painful recollection.

The pact between the human and animal realms is always bound to be an unstable, uneasy compromise between the constraining rules of the former and the instinctive wildness of the latter. This pact is also fundamentally unequal, an exercise of power.

Is there a political program, radical or conservative, that can really stretch itself to accommodate ‘animal rights’? Many words have already been written and spoken on this issue, and so Leahy wisely chooses to approach it obliquely, through her personal connection to political activism. Baxter and Me gives us a valuable history lesson about feminism in Australia, not just at the broad level of civil rights, but also at the intimate level of lived experience in the 1960s and 1970s: communal, sharehouse living; the rise of lesbian and gay liberation; experiments in open and multiple relationships. Well-chosen clips from experimental films and documentary records allow us to grasp something of the productive rage, anarchic joy and mind-expanding intellectualism of those years. By the same token, Leahy does not hold back on admitting the feelings of disappointment, betrayal and disillusionment that also inevitably accompanied these attempts at alternative living. She is equally candid about the sorts of blockages and fantasies that a difficult childhood left her with, the kinds that take a lifetime to unravel: yearning for affection, fear of abandonment, and the dream of a settled, ‘normal’, nuclear family. As it turns out, Leahy’s dogs have been her most steadfast companions along this rocky route.

What is the connection between Leahy’s recounting of her feminist history and her ongoing rumination on dogs? The concept slowly dawns on us as the film adroitly unfolds. In a splendid news-interview clip dating from the time of Leahy’s initial radicalisation in homegrown political movements, she speaks, at first shyly, but then with mounting confidence, about the principle of equality. She eloquently declares that we need to apply and internalise this principle in all aspects of daily life: the workplace, at home, in intimate relationships.

Leahy, in the present, recalls the slogan of that era: ‘the personal is political’. But – as she goes on to wonder, later in her life – have we extended this fine principle nearly far enough? What about animals, for instance? Do we regard them on the same level as us? Do we grant them the same freedoms we grant ourselves? Do we have the faintest idea what motivates them, or what they really want?

Much of the writing in recent decades about the connection between humans and animals, whether by heavy-duty philosopher Jacques Derrida[1]See Jacques Derrida, The Animal That Therefore I Am, ed. Marie-Louise Mallet, trans. David Wills, Fordham University Press, New York, 2008. or the recently deceased artist-critic polymath John Berger,[2]See John Berger, ‘Why Look at Animals?’, About Looking, Vintage, New York, 1991 [1980]. has zeroed in on a finally rather inscrutable question: what does an animal itself see, feel, think about us? We humans are so busy projecting our own feelings (such as love and devotion) onto our pets, thus insidiously anthropomorphising them, that we rarely try, as it were, switching the camera lens around. This is something that both Anderson and Godard attempt, in their respective ways, in their recent dog-centred films. 

Leahy is driven by similar thoughts and doubts, prompting her into a reflective state somewhere between whimsical musing and a graver anguish. She worries: Does Baxter keep hanging around her just because she’s his food-and-shelter provider, or does he really love her, after all? What would be the sign or the proof of such an emotion in him? Every time the camera gets in close – this dog is a true ‘natural’ when it comes to performance for film – we have an opportunity to ponder these mysteries more deeply, as we scan the features of Baxter’s face, the movements of his eyes and tongue, his physical actions and reactions almost always in accord with the filmmaker’s own.

What kind of film is Baxter and Me? It will most quickly and easily be labelled a documentary. With its combination of pleasant music (composed by Elizabeth Drake) and eye-catching cinematography (by Steven Macdonald), not to mention its immense ‘human-interest’ angle for all animal lovers, it might seem to be a project made for television. But, on closer inspection, and armed with background knowledge of the director’s career, we can see that it reflects traces of all the different filmmaking forms that Leahy has explored since the 1970s. Her early short films, such as Hearts and Spades (co-directed by Pat Fiske, 1975) and Starting Right Now (1975), are freewheeling, lyrical and experimental. In 1986, her major work My Life Without Steve was a cause célèbre within Australian independent filmmaking: an extremely personal (even confessional) testimony of love-gone-wrong, it bravely offsets its luscious imagery (mainly of domestic spaces and objects) with a voiceover commentary that owes as much to the poststructuralist ruminations of Roland Barthes (especially his book A Lover’s Discourse) as to the aesthetic minimalism of Chantal Akerman (particularly her 1977 documentary News from Home). 

Like many politically minded filmmakers of her generation, Leahy was also drawn to activist, ‘consciousness-­raising’ social-issues projects, such as Doled Out (1978). Yet, alongside the impulse to document societal change, she also displays a less conventional desire to record, as in an audiovisual diary, her regular, domestic life in an ‘artisanal’ way, using whatever technology is on hand. This aspect is evident in her 1998 work made for SBS, Our Park, in which a community’s political issue – the fate of a park – becomes an urgent and local matter of concern for Leahy herself.

Baxter and Me unostentatiously mixes Leahy’s various filmmaking tendencies towards documentary, personal reflection, fictive reconstruction and daily chronicle. With Baxter as star, and Leahy, his foil, some moments play out as almost-burlesque comedy, while a recurring motif offers us a distant, framed portrait of the pair dancing to a succession of music tracks (by Linda Ronstadt and others). Certain gorgeous images of the nocturnal cityscape or the sea, held a moment or two longer in Denise Haslem’s editing than we might normally expect, recall the aesthetic precision and daring of My Life Without Steve, a film that demands to be revived today. 

Ultimately, Baxter and Me appears to draw its inspiration more from the modern, loose, fluid genre of the essay film than any rigid documentary format. It is characteristic of such films – from Chris Marker’s influential Sans soleil (1983) to Patricio Guzmán’s recent works Nostalgia for the Light (2010) and The Pearl Button (2015), via Agnès Varda’s The Gleaners & I (2000) – to begin from a small, seemingly unspectacular detail in the artist’s daily life. From there, the circle is slowly widened: aspects of history, biography, political context, as well as references to culture and mythology constellate themselves around this initial centre, like filings drawn to a magnet. At the end, we usually return to the intimate detail with which we began, now set within the enlarged framework that the film has outlined for us.

The advantage of the essay film, in comparison to more conventional documentaries, is the rich sense they give us, as spectators, that they are unfolding a mystery, a philosophical question, as we watch them. The end point is rarely predictable in advance, and the course is open to every detour and digression along the way. We experience a process of discovery: revealed to us is not simply one individual’s story, or reportage set in a tightly unified time and place, but the less visible, deep connections between different strata of the world. In this type of cinematic essay, even a lone dog like Baxter can find his place in a historical, social and cosmic whole.

It is an intriguing coincidence that Baxter and Me appeared in public at the same time as another notable Australian film, Margot Nash’s The Silences (2015).[3]For more on this film, see Adrian Martin, ‘Call Her Mum: Margot Nash’s The Silences’, The Lifted Brow, 28 April 2016, <http://theliftedbrow.com/post/143500197415/call-her-mum-margot-nashs-the-silences-by>, accessed 7 February 2017; and Kit MacFarlane, ‘The Tyranny of the Unspoken: The Silences, Autoethnography and Mental Health’, Metro, no. 188, Autumn 2016, pp. 82–5. There is much that links the two works, both by directors once associated with the Sydney Filmmakers Co-op, which is remembered today not only for the films it helped make possible, but also for the indispensable broadsheet Filmnews (1975–1995). In particular, it is striking that both Baxter and Me and The Silences use the essay-film format to retell an often-distressing family history as well as to excavate the archive of their makers’ own past works.

Like The Silences, Baxter and Me offers a precious glimpse of an era in Australian cinema that is difficult to access today. The opportunities for talented women filmmakers of a particular generation, including Leahy, Nash, Martha Ansara, Jeni Thornley and Monique Schwarz, have not proved especially generous – especially when it comes to their aspiration to move into higher-profile, more handsomely resourced, fiction feature production. Some have found or created work occasionally, on small-scale projects or for television, while juggling a career (as Leahy has done) in academia; others were trapped, for long periods, in the rigours of ‘script development’ that our government funding bodies uphold so stringently, with often nothing much to show at the end of that process.

Leahy’s films have always explored many levels at once: personal, political, mythical. Baxter and Me sums up both a life and a life’s work, to the point it has so far reached; it brings it all back home in a moving, humorous, deeply insightful way.

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Endnotes
Endnotes
1 See Jacques Derrida, The Animal That Therefore I Am, ed. Marie-Louise Mallet, trans. David Wills, Fordham University Press, New York, 2008.
2 See John Berger, ‘Why Look at Animals?’, About Looking, Vintage, New York, 1991 [1980].
3 For more on this film, see Adrian Martin, ‘Call Her Mum: Margot Nash’s The Silences’, The Lifted Brow, 28 April 2016, <http://theliftedbrow.com/post/143500197415/call-her-mum-margot-nashs-the-silences-by>, accessed 7 February 2017; and Kit MacFarlane, ‘The Tyranny of the Unspoken: The Silences, Autoethnography and Mental Health’, Metro, no. 188, Autumn 2016, pp. 82–5.